I kill myself today Tabs

We are always falling apart.
I know you've seen this before.
We never finish what we start.
And know we're shutting the door.
A door that you slammed in your face.
For feeling like a hypocrite.
Your eyes are covered in disgrace.
Im feeling lonely and desperate.

Forget the problems from arising.
Stop myself from fantasizing.
Two things that I could never do.
There is no life inside of you.

I have to kiss my heart away.
You disappear to stop today.

A moment worth forgetting.
Trust me I never get enough.
I have to stop regretting.
But I just cant get enough.
Why are you in all of my dreams.
I burnt every memory of you.
The end just isnt what it seems.
Its just to good to be true.

Forget the problems from arising.
Stop myself from fantasizing.
Two things that I could never do.
There is no life inside of you.

I have to kiss my heart away.
You disappear to stop today.

So is there anyone, or anything, To keep myself from screaming.
I always here her singing, I see her when im dreaming.
Im living and Im dying for her, She is nothing like I heard.
I submit myself to anything, To keep myself from screaming.

Stop today or kill me tonight